<sub>Well, I finally heard back from the doctors a few days ago. They basically gave me the option to either have surgery right away (last Friday), or wait until January, which is when the next available date would be. But because it would be impossible for me to have the surgery on such short notice, especially with all the work I have to take care of and everything else in my life...I had to decline. So it looks like I'm back to waiting until January. :/

I'm really not sure if that's good or not. I mean I have absolutely NO idea how to make myself feel "ready" for surgery. I'm not even sure if that's possible? In that sense, waiting doesn't sound too bad. But it also feels like I'm using avoidance as a way to cope with this insane fear of mine. Weeks go by, and I let myself forget that this is a serious situation that I have to take care of. Which just makes the blow of surgery that much more intense, and just having my doctors call me a few days ago actually trying to discuss a surgery date...made me totally lose it. e_e Man, I have issues...I don't think this is normal at all.

So anyway, because of the late surgery deal. I just mayyy be opening up some commission slots for December. Not sure yet. I'll have to look into everything I'm doing right now and make sure I'll have time first. But I'll annouce it either way~

Besides that, on an unrelated note, my back/chest pain was so intensely bad all last week that it totally screwed up any plans I had. -_- I'll tell you one thing, though...Percocet is a freakin' godsend. I can actually function now that I've been taking them for pain. Woo!



Andddd, Yuuya is back !! XD [link]



Previously a MNF Shiwoo, as many of you may recall.
He's FINALLY in the form that I always dreamed he would be...and UGH, I love him so much! *o*
In my opinion, he's bloody-near perfect. I just need to get his new hands in the mail, since B&G type 1 hands are...a nightmare.

Besides that...NNNGH, IM SO HAPPY~

And so is Nagi. <___<; huuur. He's very happy to have him back, indeed.
I'll have to express that more "visually" through a photoshoot of some kind later on. XD;;</sub>




I'm an ABJD (asian ball-jointed doll) face-up artist, and take commissions via DoA (Den of Angels), a large ABJD community. My name is Hana, and my store/thread name is ShallowSleep Aesthetics. I absolutely love painting face-ups and helping to bring someone's vision to life. I am not judgemental of any type of style, I will do anything from sweety-pie to the most hardcorexpunk-evah!

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